am so stress now!

exams is coming, and i have exactly a month from now to finish all my revision and get ready for the exams. but a month is simply and definitely not enough for me to finish all the bloody handouts and lecture notes.

i have 5 modules to sit for in this coming final exam. i am so scare of failing one out of those five. i am scare of re-sit. i am more scare on failing the year which mean i have to take a gap year while waiting for re-sit in next year!!!

my brain is not good in memorizing, i've forgotten most of the things that i memorized in the past few weeks. when i look into past year papers, i am just so blank. i am so damn stressed! that's just too much to study and to memorize for this upcoming exams. i need help!!!

i've tried to concentrate when revising, but somehow my brain just doesn't listen to me, lot of things come in and out of my brain when i am trying to concentrate. and goshhhh i eat so much while studying, i feel hungry most of the time, or even if i don't, i just can't stop myself from eating rubbish/junk food. and i don't know why, whenever i am studying, suddenly i have so much shit and urine inside me, i need to go to toilet (for pee and poo) and kitchen (for food) so often, and this is a way of distraction to me!

aikssss no matter how, i need to get myself passed this year, even if i have to re-sit, i will make sure i pass during the re-sit. i can't wait to finish my master course d, i want to get it done as soon as possible. i can't wait to step into working life and work as a pharmacist now, like what limeelaine is doing now.

**limeelaine, stop telling me your experience in the hospital and also how easy your life is without books, i am so fucked up with my life here!!! :p come help me with my revision please!