Monday, August 21, 2006
I'm so bored nowadays. Although darlinn is companying me every night but we don't know where can we go. KB itself is really boring, most of the time we spend together is either in my house or in his house. Any suggestion on what can we do in KB?

I'm going to Singapore tomorrow night. Yuuppeee, finally can get out of this place. Going to meet my cutie sister soon. Had been missing her for almost a year. Got to see how much had she changed, physically and mentally. Will stay in Singapore for a week time.

After that I'll go down to KL from Singapore, to meet with darlinn and his family over there, another one-week holiday in KL. In between, we will go to Genting, for fun and also for Amway's convention. I'm going to register as Amway's member soon, provided if darlinn agree to register as well.

This is the only 2 weeks I have to enjoy myself. After these two trips, I have to burn the midnight oil again to prepare for my exam. I don't need to sit for the exam which was scheduled on the 16th August due to some mistake between Cardiff University and me, is this a good news or bad news? I will only take my exam after I'm back to Cardiff end of September.

Wish myself best of luck.!
 
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Rest in peace.
Danny,

I've just visitted you in 'Fo Jiao Hui' yesterday and this morning. Don't know whether you can spot me anot. You look so handsome in the photo. You like others to praise you iziz? Now I'm praising you, you should be very very happy now. :p

I don't know how to describe our relationship, but you did give me a wonderful moment before. I won't forget you as my best friend, you will always in my heart.

I looked at your photo just now, it was taken by your dad when you were hospitalized. You looked so pale in the photo. I can feel the pain you sufferred during that moment, your upper part of the body is all supported by the machine. You must be very sufferring..! Glad that you are so tough enough.

Now you've moved into your new home, I didn't follow you to your new home this morning, hope you can forgive me for this. This morning we sang the bible song for you, do you like it? I don't know that you are christian before this, but at least I knew it now. During the ceromony this morning, Ee told me you don't like to listen to this (Bible's) song. She suggested to play Jay's song for you, waahahaa. But of coz this was only our conversation, who dare to suggest such silly thing during the ceromony.

I promise I will remember all our sweet memories till the end of the day. Thanks for accompanied me before. Thanks for everything you did to me. I appreciate it so much. Do come into my dream when you free. I miss you.~

Lay Ming

 
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
I was so so so angry this afternoon. I went to our state library hope to do my revision there with darlinn. REVISION.! Yes, is revision. Brought along all my Pharmacology notes and text books, thought can study silently in the library. Guess what'd happened? This stupid library doesn't allow us to bring our reference/text book into it. Come on, library is meant for study, what the hell can we do if we can't bring our books inside? I really can't accept this rules they had. I feel like wanna scold the librarian when he told me this. F*ck!!! Idiot!!!
 
posted by Lay Ming at 6:22 PM | Permalink | 0 comments
The End.!
There isn't any miracle..!!!! Miracle just doesn't appear in this case. My best friend, Danny Lee has gone forever.! Everyone was shouting for him to wake up but in the end he choose to leave us forever, maybe this is the best choice he've made, so I'm trying to accept this.

Hope that he is really happy with the decision he made. Maybe he is enjoying his new life in the heaven, making new friends over there... I sincerely wish him stay happily there, don't be so notty anymore.

Let's cheer up friends, life still goes on, he doesn't want to see us sad too, he was a happy-go-lucky person, so we know he hated to be sad. May pay him a last visit when he's back in his home sweet home later on.
 
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Tuesday, August 08, 2006
latest update
The whole situation goes like this:

They were skiing happily on the 1st day. They ski from the top of the hill which the slope is really steep, and XXX fell when he was skiing down the hill. He hit himself on the head seriously, but he thought it's a small matter and take no serious action. At night, he claimed that he got a headache but again he thought it just a normal headache and ignore the pain.

The next day, they had a ski lesson in the morning, nobody knows did he fall again but some of them said he did fall, but not sure whether he knock his head anot. In the noon, all of them were prepared to leave the place and go back to sydney, and a few of them (3 ppl including XXX) went skiing for the last time, and this is the time where the accident happened.

According to one of them (who is my friend), she saw him fell from far, and he tried to stand up by himself, but after a few seconds, he fell again. Everyone thought that he just couldn't balance himself well so he fall, and they waited for him to stand up and ski towards their direction as they were ready to go back. He didn't stand up anymore, he fell unconciously.

He was sent to a nearby medical centre, everyone thought it was a normal knocked down and he will be ok after some resting or some medical support from that particular medical centre, they felt something goes wrong when the doctor and his friends noticed that his breathing actually went slower and slower. Without any wasting of time, XXX was sent to the nearest hospital (Canberra's Hospital) to have a detailed check up.

A terrible result came out and no one can accept the truth. From the scanning result of the brain, it shows that he had a serious blood clot(脑积血)in his brain. An operation is carried on immediately. The successful chance is only 5% and even if the operation has succeed, the survival chance is only 10%. Doctor had to cut of half of his brain which is already dead and said that he can only be with us for 3 days the most.

He is unconcious since the day he admitted to medical center then to the hospital. Now he need to breath with the help of a medical machine, and his brain is still bleeding. Only 1% of his brain is functioning.

His dad has reached Canberra's Hospital this morning. His dad decided to unplug the machine by tomorrow, which mean he is going to leave us forever once they unplug the machine. Hope he will rest in peace. His dad also decided to donate all his organ to those patients who need it to survive.

This is all I knew, and will update any latest news here when I got it. Let's pray hard for our friend here.!


 
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Monday, August 07, 2006
Had received a terrible news when I woke up this morning. It really frighthen me until I couldn't fall asleep anymore.

Darlinn called me this morning around 8.30am, he received a text message from our friend who is studying in Australia:

"Ming, something terrible happened! I am safe but XXX (another friend of mine) had suffered from internal bleeding when we were skiing. Half of the brain was taken out by the doctor. He can survive for 3 days the most. Be prepared that he may leave us soon."

I was blank when I heard this news. Never thought of skiing also will take someone's life. I'm still on my planning to go to Switzeland for skiing either this winter or this coming spring. Now I have to reconsider and replan my vacation for next semester.

I called my friend (the one who text me) immediately after I've the text message, she sounded so tired and weak, it has been a very long night for all of them to stay awake the whole night waiting for the latest news from the doctor. I'm not really sure about the accident, I've been told that XXX fell twice when he was skiing, 1st time was 2 days ago, but nothing serious from the out-look, so everyone thought it just small matter, who knows the next day when they were skiing, XXX fell another time, this time is very serious, he was unconcious and was sent to the hospital. The doctor said his brain got blood clot, and cut out nearly half of his brain. No one expect this to be so serious. All of them are so sad.

Nothing we can do now, just pray hard so that he can survive until his parent arrive to see him for the last time. As I know, his father will reach there tomorrow morning. Hopefully nothing worst happen today.

There's another accident I heard from darlinn, it happened in KB. Darlinn's sister's friend (guess should be 17th years old) invovled in a road accident. She was driving her motorcycle and knocked down by a car (I guess), nobody saw how she fell but it was quite serious as well. Her brain is dead, and she got only 20% of chance to survive. Now she is hospitalizing in USM. Pray hard for her as well.

Why's there so many accident happened nowadays? Now is the 7th month in Lunar calendar, which is Ghost's month. Is this all related ???
 
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Saturday, August 05, 2006
Study study Study
I'm forced to study this few days, because my exam is coming real soon. I'm so scare I will fail this exam again yet I'm not in the mood of studying now.! Everyone is holiday-ing but I am the only one who need to prepare for the resit. I hate this.! I really feel like giving up in my studies. I studied so hard but I didn't manage to pass this subject smoothly. Now I got a feeling that even though I got a chance to resit but I will just get the same result in the end. Whenever I look through the pass year exam paper, I'm blank, don't know what to answer, or don't even know where to find the answer.! This is the main problem I'm facing now, make me not in the mood to study anymore.!

Every time darlinn calls me, the first thing he asks will be 'What are you doing? Are you studying?' or 'How much have you studied today?'. If I were to go out with darlinn or friends at night, my mom will ask, 'Don't you need to study for your coming exam?' or when I'm just loitering around in my shop, mom will says 'go study!'. My bro will also shout at me to ask me study whenever he see me doing nothing at home.

All of the above make me recall the time when I was studying in secondary school, esp before SPM. I wish I could be as hardworking as the time I was preparing for SPM. I'm getting lazy nowadays. I hate to study during my summer holiday.! Summer holiday is meant for student to relax after a year of hard work in our studies, and not for study at all. Afterall, I have no choice but to study hard so that I can pass this exam and proceed to MPharm 2 smoothly. God bless ...
 
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